You ever think “yeah, this is it; I’m going to be sacked any day now” or something like that?
That’s what’s been going through my mind lately.
I think I’m just being kept around until my exhibit opens, so that I can be the one to go down when the board hates it and/or it causes a publicity nightmare. (It’s already two weeks late in opening. Not really anything I could have done about it — display cases needed to be bought, and that’s not something I’m authorized to do — but I could and likely will still be assigned the blame.)
Were I being told the truth about that, it wouldn’t bother me so much.
Only I’m totally not. Every time I bring the subject up to my co-workers, they assure me that I’m being paranoid and that’d never happen.
I don’t know why they think I’d believe that. I’m totally untrained to hold this job, and I suck at it.
Why wouldn’t they send me packing?
I mean, I don’t even know why they didn’t do it ages ago.