Lately, I just don’t seem able to write. Not much, anyway, especially not at a single sitting. My blogging has almost stopped entirely (I seem to be averaging about 2 posts a month on this blog, and about 1 every other month on my other blog), and my regular writing has really stalled, too.
Part of that is due to the re-write in progress, I think. I believe I said last time that I was currently re-writing last year’s NaNo novel (and had been for both this year’s Camp sessions) and that for the current attempt I’ve completely replaced one of the characters, which has necessitated massive shifts in story. Some of the scenes are barely altered (largely because he’s not in them), some are still similar enough that they’re easy to deal with, and then you get to the sequence I’m currently in, where there’s more that’s 100% new than there is that’s been kept. And I don’t mean how much text and I can copy-and-paste from the old draft. I mean the entire situation of why they’re in town, what they’re doing there and how they’re going to get to the island off the coast has nothing in common with the original version. Once they get to the island, things won’t be as different, but…they have to get there first. Today (er, yesterday) all I did was look over what I’d written the last time I worked on it (some two or three days previous) and ended up doing nothing, because I just wasn’t feeling it.
I feel like that’s a big problem with this draft, is that while some scenes I’m really into (mostly the ones with the two male leads interacting and developing the possibility of the relationship I originally intended them to have before I started the initial draft) and then there’s scenes like this one that feel like a chore to write (mostly, these are purely story scenes that don’t develop their relationship, even though they do tend to develop their characters). I think if I was going back to my fanfic, I probably wouldn’t be in this slump, but I don’t want to stop halfway through this kind of re-write, because I feel like if I did, I’d never finish it.
It’s very frustrating, because I feel like there are a lot of wrong answers about what I need to do right now, and no right answers.
Another thing that’s bugging me is the world-building. Specifically, the world’s religions. I’ve based each culture loosely on a real world culture, and I’ve tended to have the characters just toss off mentions — generally in the form of oaths — to their gods, pretty much on the assumption that they’re identical to their Earth counterparts. (To the extent that some of them don’t even have their own names yet, and just get [Athene] or [Aten] or whatever for now.) I’m thinking of using this November’s NaNo to write up the mythology of their world, so I can have them more organically reference their myths and stuff. Since I’m planning on releasing the final book (for free via LeanPub) when the re-writes are finally done, I could just release the myths as well, either before, after or simultaneously. I haven’t at all started planning it yet, aside from trying to decide some of the details of what kind of myths I want to write (cosmogonies and theogonies, first off, then stories of the gods and major heroic tales for the cultures of the three leads), but I feel like it’s probably a good idea. I hope.
The idea is that what I’ll be writing will be a book from that world, specifically a book on world mythology. I’ve already set up a character in the novel who’s a professor studying mythology, so I can have him be the “author,” and that way I don’t have to worry about setting up extremely different voices for the myths from the different cultures, because they’re all being re-told by the same author.
Given the way my writing seems to go, the myths will probably make better reading than the novel.
Aaaaaaanyway, it’s not that I’m running out of ideas. It’s just that almost none of my ideas are about how to approach this rewrite.
However! I had a great idea the other day (at least, I think it’s a great idea) for a movie musical, and I wanted to share it, on the off chance that someone might read this who happens to be (or know) a screenwriter.
The movie would be a musical adaptation of George Orwell’s 1984. Now, it’s been a very long time since I read the novel, but I seem to recall that Big Brother never showed up (in fact, the way I remember it going, I’m not sure he even existed) and I’d want that to stay the case in the movie adaptation…but he’d still get a theme song. The way I envision it, the Big Brother posters would feature an artist’s rendition of Sting at whatever age seems appropriate for Big Brother (I’m picturing him the way he looked in the mid-’90s, but that might not be old enough), and the theme song would, of course, be “Every Breath You Take.” Possibly with new lyrics that removed the lines that make some people mistake it for a love song.
I can honestly say that I think Sting would sign on. (Of course, I don’t actually know much (or anything) about the man aside from his lyrics (mostly from the ’70s-’80s) and a couple of quotes I’ve seen. But those lyrics lead me to believe he would be receptive to the idea.)
So, if anyone reading this happens to work in the movie industry (or know Sting), please think about this idea seriously! I think that if the movie hewed as closely to the book as possible (using actual novel text for the lyrics of the new songs, etc) it could be quite something. I give you this idea freely, and I want neither compensation nor credit should it be made. I totally want to see it if done right, though.